Nityananda Gauranga Hare Krsna All glories to Swami Gaurangapada!

 Most confidentional truth

In this fallen age of Kali it is said that all persons are born as sudras – kalau sudra sambhava – every person is sudra. We are most fallen persons, maha-pataka and our sins and offencess are unlimited. That is reason why we are born in this dark age – age of Kali.

Lord Gauranga Mahaprabhu is our only saviour – therefore He is known to be mahavadanyaya avatara – most mercifull of all incarnations. He is not interested in our qualifications, because we do not have any qualifications at all. In Vrindavana lila. Krsna manifested justice, order, He killed many demons, but Lord Gauranga Mahaprabhu gave His mercy to all, evan to most fallen demons and fools of this age. He came to distribute mercy. That is so unique. Krsna-prema-pradayate…He came to distribute Krsna prema, pure love for God.

If we want to relish and worship Lord in Vraja rasa, we should aproach Lord Gauranga Mahaprabhu, because He is not different from Sri Sri Radha Krsna in Vrindavana. Our great acharya Srilla Bhaktisiddhantha Sarasvati Thakura confirms this in following verse – sri krsna chaitanya radha krsna nahe anya, that Lord Sri Krsna Chaitanya Mahaprabhu is actually Sri Sri Radha Krsna in combined form.

 But, still if we carefully read devotional literature about Lord Gauranga Mahaprabhu like chaitanya Bhagavata and Chaitanya Caritamrta we may understand that we are too fallen to aproach evan to most mercifull form of God – Lord Gauranga. How is this possiable. During His Gaura lila, out His mercy, Lord Gauranga acted by His sweet free will, setting right devotional standards. He punished Chotta Haridasa and was ready to instantly kill Jaggai and Madhai with His Sudarsana Chakra. Alas, we are much more fallen then Chotta Haridasa and Jagai and Madhai! Where is our salvation and hope?

We are too fallen evan to aproach Vrindavana and krsna lila. It is soo high above us. We do not have that purity or capasity. Sometimes neophite devotees rush to relish high topics about loving affairs of Sri Sri Radha Krsna, but if person is really sincire and humble he or she will understand that only chanel, only path toward this high realm of devotion, is via Gaura-lila and mercy of Lord Gauranga. But what should we do if we understand that we are much more sinfull and lower then Jagai and Madhai? Who will help us then?

                               nitayer karuna habe – braja radha krsna pabe

If person really wants to aproach to assosiation of Sri Sri Radha-Krsna, he or she must achieve mercy of Lord Nityananda. That is greatest secret of proper worshiping and entering into realm of Vrindavana. Mercy of Lord Nityananda is everything for us, for falen souls of this age. Withouth Lord Nityananda we will be completly lost. Withouth Lord Nityananda, Lord Chaitanya Mahaprabhu would punished Jagai and Madhai with powerfull Sudarsana Chakra, but due to mercy of Lord Nityananda they got pure love instead. That is so mercifull.

We are more fallen then Jagai and Madhai. We should not think that we are advanced devotees. Truth is that we are sons of this age of Kali, and that our only link, only hope is Lord Nityananda and His Name. So, if we want to aproach to this spiritual realm, we should first aproach Lord Nityananda and His Name. Therefore we are chanting Nitaai Naam first on japa. We are praying, begging Lord Nityananda to help us, to guide us. Nitaai Naam is actually our only hope, because we are not qualified , not pure enough to constantly chant Hari Naam.

We do not have any other refuge then Nitaai Naam. Lord Nityananda’s Name is prema-datta-naam or Name that instantly gives pure love for God. When we are chanting Nityananda, Nityananda, Lord Gauranga coming to us and see us – “Oh, here is person that is crying out Name of My brother Nitaai. ” Such devotee becomes very dear to Lord Gauranga and Lord Gauranga becomes His life and soul.

On such way, fortunate person aproach Lord Gauranga and with His mercy door of Harinaam and krsna lila becomes open. Withouth Nitaai and Gaura Naam, we will never be able to aproach realm of pure Krsna Naam and Vrindavana. That is most confidentional truth of this age.

Nityananda! Gauranga! Hare Krsna! All glories to Swami Gaurangapada!

Most fallen, Ishana Thakura das